The S.T.I.C.K.Y. Blog

I got tagged again… and I’m doing it for the third time… why not? It’s Karen who tagged me! (It would get harder though, cause I’ve already wrote 12…!) bwehehe.

before going over the tag thing. here’s a link to the previous two: 12 is Better

and so, the tagging begins….

Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits or goals about yourself. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment (“You’re It”) and ask them to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me back, let me know when you’ve posted your blog so I can see your answers!

1. I easily get turned on with girls who can make me laugh my guts out. Which is why I fell in love with my kittie, cause she’s so pakking hilarious! ehehe.
2. I rarely am on time… admittedly, yes. its something I am struggling to fix until this very moment. but I do come on time… sometimes… eheh.
3. I am good at planning other people’s schedules but not my own… truth.
4. My mom is my weakness. use her against me and I’ll fall… Hear me out though, IM NOT A MAMA’S-BOY
5. I’m a challenge addict! dare me to do something that I can’t and I’ll do it! just don’t tell me to kiss a guy. ehehe.
6. I give names to material stuff that means a lot to me… like my Yukorin (bass guitar), Reca (laptop), Moon (acoustic guitar), Clio II (PC) … and all that crap.
7. I’m fond of making faces. Its just kinda my thing… eheh.
8. I’m a heartless critic. ehehe. and its getting worse… tsktsk.
9. I always like to tie my hair as wierd looking as possible.
10. I like mimicking voices… cause it annoys people… and I like annoying people. bwehehe

So there ya have it… another 10. ehehe. I had fun, and now its your turn…

1. Marky! – blog ka naman!
2. Jerrymiah – kaw din!
3. Marvin – lalo ka na!
4. Francia – at ikaw din!
5. Alex – try lang. ehe.
6. Dorj – bwehehehe.
7. Chelot – para astig!
8. May – iwas stress
9. Mimi – try lang!
10. and Che – gogogo

wekekeke….

im out.

last week, I was getting tired… drive running out.. tardiness becomes a necessity… sheesh. I think its the time where we feel like we are useless… My PA takes forever to  approve… When would I get the adjustment that I long for? When would my family be satisfied with what I give? When would I see the light of day.. (andrama ampotah!) Is this stress? or am I just Craving for attention? KSP? emo? tsktsk… I feel like all things that I do are wasted efforts… cause people don’t notice..

However, the drama between me and my sister really got me up fast. When my heart broke at home, as my family became insensitive,  I thought of leaving them for a few days to realize what I’m worth… but I realized that doing so had only made an emotional scar within my family. Thanks to a new face’s advice, I decided to go home and restructure the house rules..

I then went back home from kittie’s place on a sunday afternoon…

my mother saw me and did a million dollar smile, “ui.. hehe.. bat ngaun ka lang?”

I went inside the house… (if you call it a house)

my sister hugged me…

and then…

she cried…

A touching moment indeed, especially when she told me she missed me while tears falling down her eyes… (she really looks ugly when crying…)

and then…

I felt the guilt…

Kittie has been with me all throughout the emo week, and I thank her for keeping my sanity intact… I just hope that this feeling subside soon. I still need to keep working…

Problems with Old Maid Aunts (later refered to as OMAs) arise once again… and somehow, it is now causing psychological harm to my kittie… why wouldn’t they just let their niece be!? she’s old enough to do whatever she wants for crying out loud…! tsktsk.

Kittie is starting to lose patience, and I am losing mine as well… but what can I do…? The OMAs think they CAN run my kittie’s life since they send her off to school with hard-earned money… PAKKIT! but on the brighter side, they just worry too much for their favorite niece. THEY  PAKKING THINK TOO MUCH!!! and it signals a choke alarm…

Choke factor #1: everytime Kittie leaves home, whether it is for band practice or simply to get some air, they would say: “SAN KA NANAMAN PUPUNTA! NAKOOOOOOO! MAGKIKITA NANAMAN KAYO NI RINGO NOH?”

Choke factor #2: every simple mistake leads to a scolding… with my name in it… “‘DI KA NANAMAN  NAKAPAGLABA! PANO HINDI MO MABITAWAN YANG CP MO KAKATEXT KAY RINGO!!!!”

Choke factor #3: my kittie sees a cute kid on street and says, “ang kyut mo naman, kakatuwa ka..” then the OMAs react: “NAKOOOOO! BAT GANYAN KA MAGSALITA, SIGURO GUSTO MO NA MAGKAANAK KAY RINGO NOH!!?”

Choke factor #4: my kittie would be working at the gateway mall soon and she needs to rent bedspace to cut travel time from commuting to school, work and home… but the OMAs refuse, “PAG NAGBOARD KA MAS MADALAS KAYO MAGKITA NI RINGO NYAN! NAKOOOO! MALALAMAN LAMAN NALANG NAMIN…”

Choke factor #5: my kittie would sleep at the OMAs and they would hear kitties mobile phone keypads tapping.. ” ANU BA YAN! MATULOG NA NGA KAYO. TEXT PA NG TEXT PATULUGIN MO NARIN NGA YAN SI RINGO!”

With this people might think the OMAs hate me… but they DONT! in fact, they like me so much they give me gifts, serve me the best breakfast and meriendas, they even cook me a fine dinner. but they are just too damn annoying…

I know they love kittie so much and are just worried shit about her ending up getting married in an early age, get pregnant and never graduate college. which in fact, had us hiding within the bushes before getting the blessing that I hoped for in the past couple of years. They like me, but they don’t trust me! or even kittie! as if we bang each other to heaven’s glory each time we see each other…! If only they knew how this affects my kittie…

Living with the OMAs is also a huge stress factor for my kittie, imagine the pressure she has when she’s at home. funny cause we experience the same problem years back until we decided to move out.

…relatives are indeed a pain in the bottom cushion.

My sister had slept during her board exams for nursing… she answered randomly 200 questions with the 30 minutes that was left as she wakes up… at first I thought of it as a joke. but I was wrong.

This morning we had an argument, yes I understand that she had pushed herself to the limits reviewing to the very end. but you really wont ever know what will happen even if you’re dead sure you have prepared for something to the tiniest detail. There is no one to blame, yes, but I do think that I have all the right in the world to get disappointed!

Rin: “so kelan yung results?”
Sis: “September pa…”
Rin: “Ayun, mag hanap ka na ng work habang naghihintay ka! ngaun na!”
Sis: “uu maghahanap talaga kme, pahinga lang ako 1 week?”
Rin: “maghanap ka na! sayang oras!”
Sis: “pagpahingahin mo naman ako noh!”
Rin: “pahinga!? e natulog ka lang naman!”

(and then she broke down and cried…)

Sis: ” wag mo naman ako i-pressure oh, sobrang disappointed na nga rin ako sa sarili ko eh…”
Rin: “pressure? e kung magpalit kaya tayo ng pressure? …. *blah blah blah… kaboom!!!*”

And so, my day was ruined.

I then just left the house with the line: “umayos ka, alagaan mo nanay mo jan!”

It took me a great deal of effort too! its not just HER exerting all the hard work and sacrifices.. I had my fair share of pressure myself. And it frustrates me the most that all she could think about is her hardships. I may be jumping into conclusions but thats just how I feel right now.

Hopefully, somebody could prove me wrong. I don’t care if she failed, she can take another exam on December for all I care. I just don’t like the impression of being the bad guy here. I AM disappointed! but I do not pressure people…

…. am I?